Mind, Crises, Lost

Another week has gone by where I feel like it is going by quickly. Somehow it is like the semester is going to be done soon. Maybe it is a sign that I want to get the semester finish and have a well deserve break. I did get one month off in between fall and spring semester. Having a summer break for two months will rest my head and I could be prepare for the next semester.

I been going through a tough crises. Lately I have not been enjoying myself when I go out to places. I get bored easily not wanting to go out with a friend. I have lost interest of having fun. On Thursday in a long time that I finally got a day off from both Sam’s Club and SFSU. I wanted to do the assignments for my classes but a friend of mine who manage to remember that I was off today ask me if I wanted to hang out with her. I accepted to hang out with her but I was bored when I saw her. It wasn’t like me to not have fun with my friend. Something has change in me to not have fun. I would have to say from all the long hours I been doing at both Sam’s Club and SFSU must had made lost. Sam’s Club is giving me another two weeks in which one of the days off that I am not at SFSU. I’m going to take advantage of having a fun time but I should do my assignment first.

I want to find a person around my age that I can get along with. I have a hard time finding someone who is between the age of 28-32. I might be looking at the wrong places to meet people. I go to bookstores, coffee shops, and bars to try to meet people but it does not work. These people are probably at work or raising their family. I just feel alone and want people I can get along with. I don’t want to be alone and suffer from depression.

February Already?

I can’t believe it is already February. Time does fly fast and you don’t expect it to come by quickly.

I am glad that I have made it through the first week of the semester. It is starting to get challenge which I was expecting to happen. I love challenges. I just need to stay on track in order for me to be successful this semester. I cannot fail and I refuse to do so.

I have been getting questions from people asking me why I drive to San Francisco instead of taking BART. There is a good explanation on why I drive. It is because I bring a lot of books with me plus I also bring my notebook computer. It would be hard for me to bring my bags if I take BART. With a car I can go everywhere I want to if I don’t want to stay on campus the entire day. Also I have to go straight to work on certain days. Luckily my parents are paying for my gasoline.

Is it hard for me to wake up early to avoid hitting rush hour traffic? Yes it can be difficult. I have a hard time waking up early. I use three alarm clocks to wake me up. I woke up at 5:30, I leave the house by 6, stop by the Starbucks in Daly City before I head to campus, and study before my first class begins at 9:10. It can be hard to follow my schedule but I need to do so if I want to avoid heavy traffic.