Mind, Crises, Lost

Another week has gone by where I feel like it is going by quickly. Somehow it is like the semester is going to be done soon. Maybe it is a sign that I want to get the semester finish and have a well deserve break. I did get one month off in between fall and spring semester. Having a summer break for two months will rest my head and I could be prepare for the next semester.

I been going through a tough crises. Lately I have not been enjoying myself when I go out to places. I get bored easily not wanting to go out with a friend. I have lost interest of having fun. On Thursday in a long time that I finally got a day off from both Sam’s Club and SFSU. I wanted to do the assignments for my classes but a friend of mine who manage to remember that I was off today ask me if I wanted to hang out with her. I accepted to hang out with her but I was bored when I saw her. It wasn’t like me to not have fun with my friend. Something has change in me to not have fun. I would have to say from all the long hours I been doing at both Sam’s Club and SFSU must had made lost. Sam’s Club is giving me another two weeks in which one of the days off that I am not at SFSU. I’m going to take advantage of having a fun time but I should do my assignment first.

I want to find a person around my age that I can get along with. I have a hard time finding someone who is between the age of 28-32. I might be looking at the wrong places to meet people. I go to bookstores, coffee shops, and bars to try to meet people but it does not work. These people are probably at work or raising their family. I just feel alone and want people I can get along with. I don’t want to be alone and suffer from depression.