October

Halloween is on Sunday. Am I going to dress up on that day? NO! I didn’t find any time to find a costume plus I am getting too old to be dressing up. Yes I am admitting that I should not be dressing up for a yearly event. It is not like I am going to win a huge costume contest. My job had a contest to see who has the best costume or dress up in their best Giants attire. It is not worth going all out crazy just to win NOTHING! Beside dressing up is for little kids. They dress up to get adults attention. I’m not even going to pass out candy to trick or treaters. My neighborhood does not get kids walking around anymore. Each year since I been growing up the time that people go out to trick or treat has become late. It started out at 6pm then it went to when it became dark outside. Last year people went out at 9pm. I don’t think it would be worth passing out candy.

The month of October went by quickly for me. I didn’t pay attention how fast this month went. Im happy that I am 30 year old. I have not posted any photos from my birthday. My friend was going to post them on Facebook but she is taking forever editing the pictures.

I’m going to see A Chorus Line in Walnut Creek with my friend on Saturday. I never seen the play nor the movie. I heard it is a great musical to watch from people that work in that theatre. As of late I been watching musical. They are not bad to watch live. It is much better than watching the movie which they not exactly like the actual play. The movie leaves out a few scene/lines.

See you in November.

Offer, No Time, and Tiring

A few days ago I got offer from my co-worker to help her start a magazine business. The magazine that she wants to do is cover local Bay Area residents. The main focus is to talk about up and coming people that want to be recognized. She wanted to hire me to be her photographer. It was a nice offer that I have to turn down. The problem is that I am swamp with San Francisco State University and Sam’s Club.

I attend San Francisco Monday and Wednesday and I work at Sam’s Club daily except for Monday (I have two evening classes). My schedule is hectic. I barely have time to myself just to relax. As of late my friend finds out when I am off from both work and school and she would find a way to hang out with me. It does not bother me that people want to use my free time to hang out with me. It is just that I need to have time to myself to study. If I don’t use the time that I have then I will fall off track and fail my classes. I refuse to fail in any of my courses.

It does get exhausting commuting daily. My body got use to waking up early in the morning and beating traffic. As long as I get enough sleep then I’ll be alright. Luckily I am still in good health.

30, Classes and Photography

How does it feel to be 30? I feel great to be 30 and I have not complaints about it. 30 is just a number that makes me feel old which is alright with me. Some people think that it is an end of a era for them. I just think it is a beginning for me. A new chapter in my life.

My classes are going alright. I manage to get B’s in two of the four courses that I am taking. I have a mid-term coming up Monday Night which I have not prepare for. I do want to get a high grade on it. My goal is to go beyond a B. Getting a B was not a fluke. It was more on putting my focus on it which I did. I follow direction on what the professors wanted it to be. Hopefully my hard work will pay off by the end of the semester.

I been trying to get my photography up to date. I haven’t found anything interesting to take pictures of. My friend help me edited the photos that I took. They came out better than expected. I might have her do more editing photos for me since I am totally busy with my life.

I can’t of anything exciting beside the three that I mention. More to come next Friday October 22.

My 30th Went Alright

My 30th Birthday went OK. The plan that I wanted to do didn’t go as I expected. I did go to Berkeley, Sausalito, and San Francisco as I planned. Luckily my friend Jenny came along with me to celebrate my birthday.

I had breakfast at Bette’s Diner in Berkeley. I had the big fluffy pancakes that are famous for. It was very yummy and I manage to finish it. Afterward we just walk along Berkeley checking out stores. One store had lots of reptiles. We saw a snake engulf a rat. It was totally awesome. Another store gave us free My Jones drink.

After that we went to Bay Model in Sausalito. It was a total rip-off. The place was under construction. The model of the Bay Area did not have any water. The only thing that we saw was a short document about the museum and two fish tanks.

Since we did not stay long at the Bay Model I did the unexpected. I finally face my fear to walk across the Golden Gate Bridge. It was the craziest 90 minutes fear that I took. I drove across the Golden Gate Bridge and even bike along the sideway but I did the ultimate test by walking along the bridge. Luckily my friend Jenny was along with me on this journey. We saw the planes/jets from Fleet Week practicing. Every time a plane/jet flew above us Jenny would stop me by pointing them which I hated since I am on a shaky bridge. Luckily I had my camera on me so I could take pictures of the plane/jet that flew above me.

We tried to find out where the planes/jets along the Pier in downtown San Francisco which we were unlucky. The walk along Fishermen Wharf and Pier 39 was good. We had dinner at a pizzeria which had a small buffet and a nice view of the city in Pier 39.

My birthday turn out to be good. I don’t like that I turn 30. I will accept the facts that I am old and past my prime rib era. My journey in my 30’s begin.

Why Is This going Downhill Before 30

Thursday October 7 will be my birthday. I will be turning 30 year old. I have feel that I have not done any achievement while I was in my 20’s. Put it this way. I still live with my parents. Am I ready to become 30? I’m starting to get the grey hairs.

As of late I am going through a crises. Some reason I can’t keep up with any of my friends daily lives, meaning what been going on with them and also keeping friends, losing interest in me or them. I feel like I am a boring person. I try to keep myself entertain by keeping up with the conversation but I don’t know what I could talk about with them if I have to think of something to talk about.

Here what’s upsetting me a lot. When I am friends with someone are both parties suppose to keep in contact with each other? If you want to be friends with me then try your hardest to stay in contact with me. I do the same thing by sending messages to people while I am still working or at school. I take the time from my busy schedule to keep in contact with people.

Here is my goal for October. I am not going to keep in contact with anyone that has not been keeping in contact with me for the entire month. I feel upset at the people that I am trying my best to keep the friendship going but in return I don’t get any support. Maybe I should be finding someone that I am comfortable with. At least find a connection. No connection means not a good future in a way that I see it. Let hope there is hope for me. I hate feeling negative.